midnight RANT

its a rant. i repeat, a R-A-N-T. so bear with me. will ya?

• night clinic session had just started. serupa mcm xde makna pun.. pagi sampai petang duduk kat KOD siapkan denture, mlm2 duk kat KOD lagi.. konon org kata clinic mlm siang2 boleh relax. relax tok hang. serupa je. asal mlm pakai tunic, bebudak lain pandang pelik. balik dari clinic lapar. makan.. pastu gemuk. dush dush!!
• dah dua malam makan burger. smlm lagi extreme. ice-cream ngan burger. stress masa filzri buat tooth extraction. bukan stress dgn procedure tu, stress dgn org2 yg tgk. sabar je lah aku. filzri tgh kalut, boleh pulak gelakkan dia. aku debik sekor2 kang baru tau.
• tetiba lepas filzri buat extraction smlm aku rasa mcm OS tu best. rasa mcm excited pulak nak cabut gigi org. serious!! i know it sounded ridiculous but seriously, i found OS interesting!! but not as interesting as DPH and prostho lah beb!! mane boleh lawan dua tuh..
• nak makan sushi. banyak banyak sangat sangat. tak kira nak jugak!! sape belikan untuk aku mmg aku syg dia sepenuh hati!! cehh, ayat xnak kalah.
• untuk The Torch issue 4, ade bnyk sngt benda kena tulis. so far ade 3. tak tau la sempat ke tak. first article sata, next kena cover cerita pasal IPT Futsal Tournament Final Round from this 25th to 5th December. nak mintak jadual bro fadzlan of sports unit iium kuantan didnt pick up the phone nor reply the text. xtau ke aku ade bnyk lg benda lain nak buat????? akhir sekali cerita pasal research Dr Ammar. hopefully sempat tulis semuanya.. hopefully ade yg bakal dimasukkan dlm the torch.
• bangun pagi je bukak tingkap, nmpk ni......

lawa tak lawa tak????? cantik kn???

warna langit yg cantik. subhanallah....

• mimpi pelik dah kelakar mlm tadi. aku kena paksa kawen!!!! gila talak ke ape??? sebab kena paksa kawen?? pengantin pompuan ilang, tp preparation semua ade. korg ingt aku ni pengantin tangkap muat ke?? main aci redah je kawen org tu org ni?? bangun pagi je blurr kejap. tetiba betul aku kena paksa kawen, tak ke naya?? ya ampun.. mintak dijauhkan lah...
• masih tergantung. tapi sepertinya he made himself clear already. hemm... tak tau lah nak komen mcm mn.. serious ckp. sabar je lah sorang2.. benda dah jadi.. nak buat mcm mn.. redha je lah kau mmg dilahirkan mcm ni.. yg tak faham tu senyap sudah. gi manin jauh2.
• suka ape yg Abd Rahman tulis kat page batch aku kat fb. something that sounds like this: jgn kau sentuh perempuan walaupun hatinya. SERIOUS! (ok aku xtau brape bnyk kali aku duk ulang serious. lantak ahh.. kisah ape aku) kalau korg xyakin korg (lelaki2 di luar sana) takkan sakitkan hati milik kaum Hawa nih, jgn nak gatal2 nak buat kitaorg fall for u guys. impact dia lebih besar berbanding impact meteor jatuh ke muka bumi.
• tengah gila lagu The One That Got Away-Katy Perry... especially chorus dan bahagian nih...

its time to face the music

i'm no longer your muse

dan juga ini...

all these money can't buy me a time machine

can't replace you with a million rings

i should have told u how much u mean to me

cause now i pay the price

ok so in a whole mmg suka gila lagu tuh skrg. the lyric, the music, the video clip. EVERYTHING.

• i miss you. the old you. the old us. i hate the new you. the new us. its ugly. i hate it from the bottom of my heart. and i hate the fact that i keep on thinking about our past. asal ehh memory kita ni xmcm memory computer. delete format je ilang terus. kan senang mcm tu.
• dah pukul 0150. pegi tido lah izzati oii!!! ape mende lg yg kau nak meracau dlm blog nih?? (banyak.. bnyk sngt.. tp agak mengantuk so i have to stop)

perhaps i should put it as midnight RANT #1 on the title. but then nevermind. lain kali kalau nak merepek lagi aku tambah je #2 kat belakang.. ranting sebab xcukup forum nak cerita2 kat org. xpuas cerita.. letak la kat blog. what to do.. i talk a lot. God knows how talkative i am. tapi depan doc bisu!! dush dush!!!!

nak kawen nanti kena cari org yg sanggup tadah telinga dgr aku cerita mcm2 benda hari2. tak nak respon pun xpe asal dengar. tak paksa pun nak suruh bg opinion bagai.. tapi paksa dengar je. kikikiki......

enough. go to sleep. u have class tomorrow at 0800 izzati. go to bed. NOW.

i can make it through the rain even without umbrella. i'll get fever n cold but i'll bear with it and be strong and stand up once again..